It's been the craziest few months of my life. I had decided not to go to school this fa semster, but I will be going in the spring. I geuss so far, I wish I did go to school to keep me busier than just work.
One of the other reasons I decided to take off was because my grandfather was sick and so I decided to use my other time to try to be with him as much as possible. He was first diagnosed with Pancreatic cancer in July right around the time I went to rym. He had been having problems before that and they thought it was related to his heart problems or the blood clot in his leg but I am kinda sad that they didn't run any other test to make sure it wasn't any thing like cancer. Cancer is horrible its sad. My grandfather who we called Pawsie, died around 7:30 yesterday morning. I was upset, but also happy for him. He's now in the presence of our father in heaven and he is also in no pain. I have cried because he's not here and cried because he's in a better place, I couldn't be anymore happier for him. - It will be different without him. My grandmother(mawsie), is actually doing pretty well because it was very stressful to see Pawsie in pain and having to help him with certain things. It doesn't mean that she won't miss him, shes happy that he's in a better place than here on earth. Sometimes I want to be able to see through her wall of emotions so that our family can be there for her like we want to be able to be.
One other thing is that My sister Mary is engaged and has been since August. Mary and Joshua's wedding is November 29th, 2008. that's right! I'm apart of their wedding and thats pretty exciting a bridesmaid:)
Please pray for my family, its still pretty hard realizing that he won't be here anymore.
Rachel
